Random post bout my feelings again. I've been thru lots of things these few weeks. Love, Friendship, Relationship.. It's kinda fucked up. The most fucked up part is, once I thought I made the right choice but it ends up the other way round.
I did thought of getting a new relationship, n so i thought he's the one.. guess what?? My heart is once again broken:') Love is not a game, take it serious.
Friendship?? I met a friend that treat me very nice. he's just a SUPERB nice guy that u would never wanna brake his heart:) He's caring, n sort of funny?? haha.. just one word to describe him, GREAT!! he's a friend that u never wanna lose.. He got the same exact interest that I'm into.. *SHISHA*
He's the one who brought me to shisha every night, he's the one who helped me when I'm in trouble.. He taught me lots of stuff. Guess what again?? I just screwed this friendship between me n him just because of the stupid decision I made. That's a freaking BIG mistake.. I miss the old times that we as a gang hangout together n talk about cars, angry birds, crap, shisha n lots more.. I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to him in this blog post.
'Hey, I'm really sorry for what I've done previously to make u feel fucked up.. I really didn't mean it.. For once i thought I'd make the right choice.. But i sort of screwed up everything.. U r a very nice person that i would love to hangout n spend time with.. I love all of u as friends n don't wish to lose u guys in my life.. Thank you so much for being there for me no matter what.. Thank you so much for protecting me no matter what people r saying bout me.. Thank you so much for putting so much trust on me.. Thank you so much for making me happy when I'm emo.. I appreciate every single things that u've done for me:) I really miss all of u:') U guys always made my day. U guys ROCK!! Once again, I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry n that's truly from my heart.. I miss u guys so much..'
end this post with a song - Jar of Hearts
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